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He is the air you need, i'm the water that calls you may come to soak your pains but you will never be washed away your body will sway with the waters but your lungs will always reach for air you can let yourself be taken and you have in the past but then and now you always end up gasping for air for it has thought you, and you believe that he is life and i am nothing but poison

The words you whisper fall like snow, light and gentle but cold and empty.

Your dog died last November on your yard that winter body covered in snow and eyes frozen over. You buried her under a tree and went in for toast and coffee. I asked if you wanted to talk about Mary you said I'm fine and that it happens all the time. I never understood you. Maybe that was why I loved you, ... looking back ... I should've made more effort to, maybe then I would not be missing you. Its been a year since Mary and 10 months since us. Last week you said you were leaving and since then I have been racing, I needed a reason for you to stay. I showed you the ring asked for your hand. You showed me a smile